Don't let EMOTION get on your way!

Haha! I don’t expect that my blog receive good response from my readers. First is from my friend and then my teacher. Is my blog really that good? Haha! It’s up to you to judge.

Interestingly, besides from the compliment, my teacher also has commented that I am being too emotional. I guess I exposed too much of my real self by letting out all my feeling in the blog. I am just being true to myself here, actually. (Am I or am I not??) After thinking for a while, I really think that my emotion really has blinded my perception towards my surrounding. It is just hard for me to let go sometimes. I tend to think of the dark side and worse case scenario of everything. It’s just typically me to think that way. Yes, I do realize that is not good and because of that, I need to change myself to be more optimistic, may be little or might be more. At least by that way, I will not that sad or depressed anymore.

BUT ONE THING, isn’t crying a good thing? Let all the sadness that hidden beneath my heart free rather than keeping everything inside. It is not that I cry all the time. I mean it has been a long time I don’t cry. (The one get spanked by my mom is not considered here. That serves me right! Haha….) Well, at least, I have found a good reason for me to cry that night.

By the way, it has been one week semester break has started and I am going to be home soon. I already really to let it go and start to accept whatever that happens. I myself merely cannot control it. I cannot manipulate destiny. It is up to me how to deal with it.


:Don’t always question why.

:Just keep holding on and will never be wrong.

:There is always pain in life but joy is there too.

:So, CHEER UP!!

:Let love leads the way…

Moment to cheer...

January 2008 Semester Memories

UTP friends

One semester has gone.

Some of us stay.

Some of us gone.

Sad to say,

I am really SAD!

May all the memories remain,

to cheer up our upcoming life.

Don't let the memories scattered by the wind.

Everyone shall treasure every moment

instead of wasting it.

Be appreaciative, not depreciative.

God bless!

My High School

All of the sudden, I just miss my school friends so much. I may not have the chance to meet all of them after this. This post is specially made as to immortalize them in my memory no matter what happens. FRIENDS FOREVER... :-)

5B 2007, SMK BANDAR BINTULU

Top: Aw Yong Ghie Hshien, Azfar Shazwan, Connie Tiong, Cornelius, Damia, Edgar, Ellydia, Fazila, Freddrix, Fiona, Hon Lian Hung
Center: Hii Shi Ling, Jacky Lee, Jane Phung, Joanne Tan, Kam Kui Lin, Leong Yee Shan, Lucas, Margaret, Molly Kueh, Pau Jion Sean, Patrissa
Bottom: Premma (aka "Lau Po"), Rebecca, Samuel, Shirleen, me, Susye, Tan Siew Ching, Tang Hui Yun, Ting Kai Loong, Victoria, Wong Pik Sieng


Madam Bannun, our form teacher


Our dear dedicated Additional Mathematics teacher, Madam Tay Siew Kheng


We all in this together!!

"Let Love Lead The Way..."

When I surf through the internet to look for latest songs recently, I come across a song “Let Love Lead The Way” by Spice Girls. To my surprise, the song has been aired for quite sometimes already, may be a year or more. For a typical outdated guy like me only found it only few days before. Haiz….

Anyway, back to the song, I would say that is the best song I ever heard from this group after “Goodbye”. The melody is so nice and the lyric, GOSH! Really chills me to the bone. I like the part when Emma sings in the second chorus, especially “You’re here…. You’re gone”, so SEXY!! The music video is gorgeous too. They utilize the elements of nature: Fire, Water, Wind and Earth. Truly fascinating. All four spices look HOT.

I salute Spice Girls for being able to sustain their popularity until today since the time I have known them through the song, “Wannabe” when I was seven where most of the groups at that time have already broken up few years after that.

What makes this world go round
Will the answer let her down
She is so sweet and young
And her life has just begun
What does her future hold that's the story left unknown
Will she make it through her days,
let our love lead the way

Part of me laughs (ooooh)
Part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why (question why)
Why is there joy
Why is there pain
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day you're here
Next you are gone
No matter what we must go on
Just keep the faith
And let love lead the way
Everthing will work out fine
If you let love,
love lead the way

Sitting there all alone
In the window of her room
Watching the world go by
Brings tears to her eyes
All she sees is hurt and pain,
she wants to break the chain
She'll keep pressing everyday
and she'll find her own sweet way

Part of me laughs (me laughs now)
Part of me cries (I cry)
Part of me wants to question why (wants to question why)
Why is there joy

Why is there pain (so much pain)
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day you're here (you're here)
Next you are gone (you're gone)
No matter what we must go on (I will go on)
Just keep the faith (keep your faith)
And let love lead the way (I know, I know, I know, ooh whoa)

You can be all that and still can be who you are
You gotta know for sure that it isn't make believe
You may feel weak but you are strong
Don't you give up if
If you keep holding on,
you'll never be wrong
Just close your eyes cause it lies deep in your heart, yeah

Part of me laughs
Part of me cries (I cry)
Part of me wants to question why (question why)

What is there joy
Why is there pain
Why is there sunshine then the rain (shine in the rain)
One day you're here
Next you are gone
No matter what we must go on (I will)
Just keep the faith
And let love lead the way (lead the way)
Everthing will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way

Love lead the way