Emptiness

Feeling alone or lonely?

Alone and loneliness; these two words come from the same root word, “lone” which means having no company or solitary. They are somehow related to one another. One says that if you are alone, that means you are lonely. If you are lonely, that means you are alone.

In my own terms, it does not work that way. Well, it is own personal experience, at least. Alone is more to the physical state of it; without anyone besides you. Loneliness, on the other hand, it is about how you feel beneath. It can’t be expressed; it’s a hidden emotion. To me, it is two different perspectives, depends on the way how you look at it.

For me, when you are alone, no one is there beside you, not necessarily you will feel lonely. There is always a special friend that paints a smile in your heart. Despite of the distance, you will have that warmth kind of feeling.
BUT, when you are feeling lonely, this truly means that you are really alone. This is pathetic kind of “lone” although you are surrounded by people. Somehow, you just don’t feel like to be in the crowd. How sad.

I am not emo-ing. I am not being alone. I am not feeling lonely.
I am just feeling, empty.

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Remember this list?

1. Introduction To Material Science (IMSE) Project - 21 Oct
2. IMSE Quiz - 22 Oct
3. Material & Energy Balance (MEB) Assignment - 23 Oct
4. IMSE Assignment - 23 Oct
5. Fluid Mechanics (FM) Report - 26 Oct
6. Engineering Graphics Project - 27 Oct
7. FM Test - 27 Oct
8. IMSE Test - 29 Oct
9. EG Test - 2 Nov
10. SPDS Test - 3 Nov

It was updated and became like this one day after I posted this that day.
1. Introduction To Material Science (IMSE) Project - 21 Oct
2. IMSE Quiz - 22 Oct
3. Material & Energy Balance (MEB) Assignment - 23 Oct
4. IMSE Assignment - 23 Oct
5. Fluid Mechanics (FM) Report - 26 Oct
6. Engineering Graphics Project - 27 Oct
7. FM Test - 27 Oct
8. *MEB Test 2 – 28 Oct
9. IMSE Test - 29 Oct
10. *MEB Quiz – 30 Oct
11. EG Test - 2 Nov
12.SPDS Test - 3 Nov
13. *SPDS project – 3 Nov

The current list:
1Introduction To Material Science (IMSE) Project - 21 Oct
2. IMSE Quiz - 22 Oct
3. Material & Energy Balance (MEB) Assignment - 23 Oct
4. IMSE Assignment - 23 Oct
5. Fluid Mechanics (FM) Report - 26 Oct
6. Engineering Graphics Project - 27 Oct
7. FM Test - 27 Oct
8*MEB Test 2 – 28 Oct
9. IMSE Test - 29 Oct
10. MEB Quiz – 30 Oct
11. EG Test - 2 Nov
12. SPDS Test - 3 Nov
13. *SPDS project – 3 Nov

4 weeks: 2 weeks of tests & 2 weeks of final exam officially commences tomorrow. Take this two weeks as warm up and get it all out for final. Ganbatte yo~, everyone!

Only one problem though: FINAL DRAFT OF FINAL EXAM TIMETABLE IS YET TO BE RELEASED. I am so tired of waiting and waiting. Checking the UTP website again and again. Lousy inefficient management and yet, they expect the students to be punctual in everything, follow their deadlines in submitting work, follow the rules and regulations and all. This is real stupid.

Anyway, I start to miss home already. Was browsing through photos in Facebook last night and found this.

Mummy and daddy

Homesick!
=')