The Day before Today

Today, I mean, yesterday since it has already passed twelve, I have been so restless. For the last two days, I kept on sleeping, a lot. Really a lot. On Sunday, I woke up at 12pm. After having lunch, I studied a bit and fell back to sleep at 2, until the clock strikes 6. Back at night, I went to bed quite early but before that, I hardly did any revision. Yesterday, woke up early just to do my last laundry for the last semester. The weather was not on my side, the condition is too nice to dry my clothes. In the end, I have to use the dryer. Wasted another five fifty cents coins. Oh well, it was the last one anyway. I was lingering whole day. I just flipped through my lecture notes for Physical Chemistry because I don't know what more to read. It is the matter of remembering all those formulae only.

Frankly, I was a bit down. Not really down, more to being emotional. It has been a long time I didn't feel this way. The day that I used to anticipate for, which is today, is the one also that makes me sad. As I always mention again and again, time flies but this time it flew very fast. My exam week is going to an end in few hours time. Right after my last paper this evening, I will be leaving UTP, perhaps around 7 since my bus to KL will be at 9. Will be staying at KL Central overnight, may be and take the earliest bus to LCCT as my flight back to Bintulu will be at 9am of the following today. Kind of rush, don't you think? It is like it is not even 24 hours after my last paper, I will be in my home sweet home already (if there is no delay of flight since I will be using Air Asia). When I book the ticket in the first place, I don't think it is kind of rush. In my mind was to be homed as soon as possible. But, when the day came, spontaneously, emotions and sadness outweights the excitedness and happiness of going home. I can't really focus on my revision.

I have to admit that I am really an emotional guy. As if that I won't be back again. Yes, I do realise that. Wondering if it is my final year, final semester, God, I think I will break down and crying by now already. Well, who knows, it might happen. Will really miss to see my Uni friends for the next two months since I will only be back on 19 July, exactly 2 months from now. See them everyday, and all of the sudden, they are out of my sight just like that. It is so abrupt. Been thinking, will I be writing this at the end for every semester? Just to release what is kept inside. To all my Uni friends, all the best in your finals and those who are just about to start their study week, may God bless all your effort. As for my batchmates, see you next semester. First year, second semester, sounds cool, eh? We are now growing older and older.

*You (don't ask me who is that "you" and I won't entertain) have made my day again in times of this somewhat loneliness and emotional moment. You saw me, and directly running towards me, makes me feel contented. Will really miss you a lot!
**Things seem to change every semester after being here for 1.5 years. But, I do hope things do not change between us. If it does....

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that wel never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future
Holds, or least where the story goes
I never believed until now
I know I'll see you again I'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face
But they cant take yesterday...

YESTERDAY by LEONA LEWIS

*This could be the last post from UTP for this semester. Next one may be from KL Central and LCCT. It all depends.
**Do miss me because I will. =)